ok---not gonna lie---today was mostly shitty. i babysat and felt completely depressed and stressed the entire time, but then when it was over i felt like f-ing julia roberts in pretty woman*. not to mention like i was going to cry. couldn't tell you why, but it was like a mini-anxiety attack. then i went to acacia's where videogam-age was occurring and i felt quite literally like a fucking gun should be in my hand [for, the first three hours of babysitting, that's what i watched]. then things got better and it was fun.
now that i've recounted a bunch of intersting stuff for my avid subscribers**, i would like to rant about my dear friend, sonia. what.an.asshole. she's just such an amazing person/friend and she graces me with her presence a ton but then she goes and starts getting all mad at me constantly. recently, we verbally put this out in the open, and she had the nerve to say it's because i've gotten meaner. what the hell? i'm just an overall bitchy person and it stung that she didn't just know/recognize this. it stung hard. like that bee in peiwei. bitchy people have feelings too. and when she's mad at me: it's like being broken up with over and over again. like i know how that feels. anyway, it's just something that's been bugging me and she's gonna read this and hate me more but i'm just saying. you guys know her; how awesome she is. imagine her giving you a look of disgust and then not talking to you for a day -- all the time. it h-h-h-hurtz.
i have a shitload of homework to do tomorrow. a shitload.
*if you don't understand this reference; look it up. you should know this.
** you guys do realize i'm being saracastic when i say shit like that, right? it suddenly occurred to me that it might not translate in writing.
p.s. this was not meant to be a hate-on-sonia rant but rather a please-forgive-me-for-whatever-i-did-now rant. ahem.
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