firstly, i want to get this off my chest:
i hate that i always always always say the wrong thing around tessa*. it never fails. she'll say something compelling and i'll try to respond with something i think is purely relevant, but once i blurt it out i immediately regret it. for instance, today she said she no longer was friends with someone. i found this utterly shocking, but instead of saying some form of that i said, "oh yeah i can see that. honestly, when i talk to her, it doesn't really seem like she wants to be your friend anymore either." what the hell? what kind of bitch says something like that? i tried to cover it up by acting like a flustered spaz and retracting my statement (by literally saying, "i wish to retract my earlier statement!" ---what a nerd), but it was too late, and i saw the effect of my statement already grabbing hold of her immediate emotions. fuckme. court can back me up on this. why do you always seem to witness my spazzamattacks with tessa? it's odd...
*i kind of hope tessa doesn't read this.... we were talking on the bus today and she said she was going to start a blog... but she doesn't read right? please comment with your thoughts CourtTV
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