the ongoing drama that is psychology class.

where: in psychology. fifth hour.

when: today

who: girl i'm going to call "Z" because her last name starts with one and her name is the same as Liz's but i don't want her seeing this (why would she, i don't know, but it happened to Bliss) because if she did see this she would most definitely kill me. i'm picturing her stomping over to wherever i am, throwing the cocaine that she deals in my eyes and then stabbing me. i know she's capable of that because she's been arrested three times and has a ridiculous temper and admitted to punching a girl in the face during today's story-time. not to mention the following scenario that went down hoy:

we were all doing our own thing during today's work time (because why would the teacher actually teach us anything when he's retiring in 3 days?) when all of the sudden Z shouts across the room to this girl sitting right next to me (let's call her "AB"). she (Z) starts bitching out this girl (AB) for something AB said yesterday, when Z was gone. i was there, and the thing AB  said was ridiculously harmless, not even worth mentioning, and it was about Z's phone. everyone knows Z has her phone out constantly. the teacher knows Z has her phone out constantly. everyone makes jokes about it every day. but some of the idiots that were talking to Z (if you want names of these obnoxious fuckfaces, then ask me later) told her that yesterday AB made a comment about Z's phone and apparently this upset Z so much that she became uncontrollably furious. she says stuff like, "hey, AB, why the fuck did you say that?!" and the poor girl was like, "it wasn't a big deal i didn't mean to make drama" and then Z starts talking to the girls that told her about the comment and saying shit about AB like "she has ugly fucking hair" and all  these awful things, meanwhile AB just goes back to doing her homework, apparently unfazed.

well, needless to say, i became very emotional. as Z was bitching AB out i was looking back at forth at their faces, making a disgusted one in the process, making it clear that i was repulsed by Z's unnecessary and immature explosion of anger. the other onlookers went from Z's face to mine to AB's as they watched this go down (i was in the middle of them). when Z stopped and began talking to the two girls (insulting AB), i turned to AB and whispered (with a bunch of eyes still on our side of the room), "she's such a cunt. i can't believe you're going to take that. i'm sorry." all AB did was say, "oh is she saying shit about me now? some people just need to..." then she chuckled and went back to work. what the fuck? get angry at that bitch!! then, apparently, Z saw that i was upset/talking to AB (i suspect she was informed by those idiot girls again) and she shouted, "hey meghan!"

now i got really emotional. my heart started pounding, i broke out in sweat. i totally thought she heard me call her a cunt and was about to bitch me out in front of the whole class, or even physically hurt me. instead she said, "i wasn't talking about you. it wasn't you." and i, the idiot that i am, said, "oh i know, no big deal." which doesn't even really make sense....and i could've used that opportunity to tell Z why she's so fucking cuh-razy.

and that was it. i had to sit there for another 10 min til the bell, rocking back and forth from the potential bitch-fight, and yeah..no one else cared.

thanks.