sonia, you're an idiot.

thanks a lot, you genius you, for showing me the "stats" shit on this blog. it was disturbing. it continues to be disturbing. i don't want to know that shit. i write awful stuff on this blog and it's weird and embarrassing and stupid that even YOU guys read it. you would think i would censor myself, just a little, but i don't. many times i even cross boundaries here that i wouldn't even do in real life, which says something....significant. anyway, thinking about strangers reading it is just weird so i'm contemplating going private like acacia's....but then like erin and roxy couldn't read it. blerg. i don't know. what i do know is that my stats say that my blog has had 32 pageviews today alone. eek! what is wrong with these strangers around the world?? don't they have anything bettter to do...? i don't want to censor myself so i guess i'll just ignore the stats link until i decide to go private or not... WHAT SHOULD I DO?