hey guys. i thought i was going to be better by new years. turns out...my life has shitty timing. what a shock.
still can't eat bread.
still in my house alone.
only this time its new years. molly has plans. my parents have plans. but my face is too swollen, my jaw too painful, and my stomach too empty to do anything. and all i'm doing this new years is wallowing in a pool of self-pity/loathing, ice cream, and drool.
for a while there i was as high as a kite on vicodin, but then i stuffed in some ice cream, and things got better. this was before i took off all my clothes above the waist and skipped around my house shouting "fuck my life!" and was petting my dog's head abrasively. luckily, no one was home to witness this. except now i'm telling you guys so that was just...counterproductive.
i wish i could hear from you guys/be with people. but my life sucks. and i'm too self-obsessed to look beyond that so i'm just gonna end here.
maybe i'll do homework just to put this night over the top sad. (editor's note: she did indeed do homework!)
bye 2010. i'm gonna go sleep this off.
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Here's to a better 2011!
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