my 2009 songs

i've recently been listening to my iPod before bed and putting it on shuffle. this brings about one of two things: filler songs like "Mamma Mia" and "No One Mourns the Wicked" that i have to skip because....just not right now, broadway. and then comes my 2010 songs that i'm sick of hearing. and then (okay so i guess it brings about 3 things) i hear my nostalgia songs. songs from 2009 and earlier. these make me very happy. even though i was still thorougly depressed by school at the time, i somehow love reflecting on that year. it makes this year seem much worse, yes, but the music lifts me up to an angelic level. even songs like "run this town" bring me back to the morning bus----blasting it, sure, while i'm no doubt pissed about something that produces a "don't fuck with me" one-liner....but i was by my bus buddies....i don't know.