an inside look into my brain

so i'm very confused right now. in my head, it should be spring outside. when i picture a year, it looks a little something like what is below. for as long as i can remember this is how i've visualized a school year, and i've always known it was weird, but now that i drew it out, it looks especially screwed up:

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