i've been filled with lots of regret lately. well, not "lately" because i do stupid shit a lot, so regret shadows me daily. don't know why i felt the need to express this in blog form as of now...

um

i really don't want to go to my grandparent's house this weekend. should be boring as shit, awkward as shit, and annoying as shit. mostly because i'm filled with hatred towards certain people right now and i don't want to spend massive amounts of time with them. ahem. (not that they're reading this, the "ahem" was almost completely random.)

i need a good book