the end of times

let's review what i found out about my outward persona today, shall we

in english today, everyone recited an ode about the class, and in many cases, about the individuals in said class

this is what i heard about me:

heard: "meghan j. you are such a mystery.  i would pay $50 to read your diary. that's the same amount of money i spend on my nicotine addiction every month" - english teacher.

thought: i'm glad the mystery of my hatred for her was not easily gleaned; i should pursue writing if she'd really pay to read it

reality: i never talk [to her/the class] so she didn't know what to say about me / thought she'd add something about herself, of course


heard: "we met in junior high / we shared a locker bay" -ingrid

thought: everyone else got "you are a beautiful cute lovely person" and i really got an INACCURATE description of the location of our first meeting ?!?

reality: she thinks nothing of me; first thing she thought of


heard: something about how me and roxy and two other people are the most violent group in the class

thought: she thinks were evil

reality: it was a joke because we are so tame